I may seem boring to most or I may seem interesting to some. Life can be emotional, stressful, and sometimes just plain crazy. My goal with this blog is to share my life, thoughts, and past. In hopes that some may be able to relate, understand, or just want to read.
I’m currently a stay-at-home-mom of a hyper and loving four-year-old. As well as, expecting my second in June (a little girl) and a part time student in a community college. I’m not an English major, so you will see grammatical errors. Just a fair warning.
That’s the life of me that people now see. Six years ago, I was a completely different person. I made choices I’m not proud of, a lot of them I’m ashamed of. It’s taken years for me to become the person I am today and it makes me damn proud to say I’ve come this far.
When you make these not-so-great choices (especially in high-school), your business becomes everyone else’s. On top of losing friends, gaining enemies, and feeling worthless. The worst part is, sometimes those bad choices continue to make you feel better than trying to better yourself.
I learned that only you can judge yourself to the point of wanting to change. Being judged by others doesn’t always make you want to change, sometimes it makes you want to disappear and fall off the face of the earth. Girls cut deep with judgement and they’re more about bringing others down.
The past tends to get me rambling. I go off on rants and feel like a therapist sometimes. I’m thankful for people that have given me second chances, especially those that can see I’ve changed. And for those who haven’t, I can’t say I blame you but I’m sorry if my life choices changed your outlook on me.
My favorite quote from The Lion King, ” Ah yes, the past can hurt. But the way I see it, you can either run from it or learn from it.”